Just make it go away already … i cant do this on my own anymore .. Help me surrender it all to you, Lord you know my heart <3
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As i sit in my room reflecting on my life … ive come to the conclusion that i am lost once again. Ive lost sight of what really matters in life and have allowed the enemy to distract me from what i should of been doing long ago. Ive wasted time, tears and heartache on things that are meaningless and worthless in this world. Ive made my life about me … ME , ME, ME , when in reality my life has nothing to do with me. Ive neglected, disobeyed and ignored the very person that my life has been ALL about. My question to you is this … how do i make it about him again ??
Lord , i ask you right now that you begin to break my heart for you again and that you help me surrender everything to you and not hold back anymore … im a mess and i need you desperately.
Amen.
” A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling.”
-Psalm 68:5
This goes out to the fatherless , those who might have a “father” in their life but can know so little about them, to those who have been shamed, rejected or hurt by a father…
I’m here to tell you today that there is no need to hurt anymore, no need to feel alone or rejected. HAVE HOPE ; have hope in the one who first called you by name, “my child” , Jesus Christ… for he said “i am the perfect father” ( Matthew 5:48 ). He will sustain you and redeem you, he will not let you down and will not let you go, you are his child. He made you with a plan and a purpose , to prosper you and to make you new. He loved you from the very time he created you and knit you in your mothers womb. Who is he to you ?? He is your heavenly father, giving you all of him because HE LOVES YOU…
You may not understand his unfailing love right now but know that through your obedience and time of healing , he will reveal to you his heart and he will bless you …
Don’t lose hope, have faith <3
¨ Not that i have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but i press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, i do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing i do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, i press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.¨
- Philippians 3:12-14
Like the verse says ¨ not that i have already obtained or have already been made perfect … ¨ I am far from perfect , i am far from being what most people think i am. I am a sinner … i stumble , i fall and i fail , something that is hard for me to accept … i am not perfect. But Through all of my imperfections one thing i do know is that i keep pressing forth , i keep fighting and i keep seeking. As much as my flesh tells me no, i keep fighting , i keep giving and i keep living because ¨Christ Jesus took hold of me …¨ he took hold of me and brought me out of the darkness and into the light, he raised me up when i was weak, when i was scared, when i was lost. He traided his life for my sin … for my selfish desires … for my wickedness and impurities. He gave it all up for ME. For me to be free , to live and to have a second chance . Now that he took a hold of me its my turn to take hold of him, to not let him go and to not stop fighting for my life and the lives of others. My duty is to God and his kingdom , to his people and to his word. I shall not part from them and i shall not part from my promise … That i may keep fighting even when there isnt an ounce of fight left in me. I will live as Christ did and i will die as he did, in selflessness and obediance. Whenever i fail i will ¨ Forget what is behind and strain toward what is ahead …¨ . I will keep pressing on making my life not mine but his … I will lose my life in order to gain it and i will make my time on this earth count even though i am just human.
God loves me and love conquors all … God is <3
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Please keep the Oquendo family in your prayers.
Andy and Joe Oquendo who suffered a terrible car accident this Friday. Joe Oquendo passed away while his brother Andy is fighting for his life in a state of coma.. Their dad passed away earlier this year and their sister died in a car accident about 3 years ago.Pass it on!
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Prayer works! God made him for a purpose, he will wake up from this.
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This is by far one of my favorite pictures of all time. This beautiful boy is my friend Andy. He somehow made his way from being my friends dance partner, to mine at my 15th birthday. We spent almost everyday together, rehearsing for this surprise dance that I wanted to do just to show everyone I could dance. We nailed it. Every bit of the practice was worth it. We came to enjoy eachother’s company, but then as we grew up a bit drifted.
My heart shattered this afternoon when I heard the Scion in that accident was his. When I heard that his brother didn’t make it, that he was unresponsive. Dear God, I ache so bad right now. Everything. Tears spill over every few minutes, and this writing is so useless because I can’t work words to this. But he has never been one to give up, on anything. A dream. A girl. Teaching my two left feet to dance. Teaching my lanky arm to throw. My shaky hands to bat. He will not give up. He’s going to be okay. This beautiful boy, will be okay.
*Unfortunately his mom went bankrupt while his dad lost his battle to cancer. It would mean the world to me if you could contribute to helping his Mother financially, as she cannot afford any of the expenses that have come with this tragedy.
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Its been a while since i’ve really written to you and told you how i feel … I just want to start of by thanking you for being as great as you are , you always know what to do to pick me up when im down, you always know what to say when i don’t want to listen . You never let me stray away , you never let me fall … Because of the love you have for me , im still here … i know that i can’t fully comprehend the extent of your love but i know that some day i will and when i do i know that ill be able to share it with others who are looking for a love like yours. Thank you for helping me live out my salvation and for helping me live my life out in you. Thank you for guiding my every step and for protecting my heart and my thoughts, for not letting satan take a hold of me and for not letting my past hold me from what you have for me in the future. I just want to say that i love you and that i know i still have work to be done in me but as i wait ill know that one day ill become the masterpiece you’ve created me to be. I love you and surrender my life , WHOLE - HEARTEDLY to you … Thank you Jesus once again for saving me
<3 Your daughter and creation,
Amarilis :)
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